I hope this is true.

Sometimes there is.

Sounds like you're having a hell of rough time of it out there. Keep your head up and push through. I hope things turn around for you soon. Glad you're still here with us after laying you bike down, heal up, stay positive. I'm confident everything else will recover with you.

Hang in there Brother.
There will be light.?

I have had, 1 year of hell too..
Doctor’s could not figure out, what is wrong with me, lost 20kg in 2 weeks. Lost all my energy, and strenght.

Long story short, blood desease, two spots in the lungs, dark liver. I do not even drink.

But i am getting better, babysteps, positive thinking, training, eating healthy.

Slow and steady bro….. ??